How are you?

November 9, 2023. I get asked all the time, "How are you doing?" It seems like it should be an easy question to answer, yet I hesitate. I can't quite say, "I'm doing great. Everything is going good." Why? Why can't I just say that? 

I SHOULD be able to say that. I'm cancer free, and I'm not sick anymore, yet I don't feel like things are great. I know when they're asking me, how are you, they're referring to how I'm doing cancer wise.  

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